Friends who don't know who you are or what you do,

Hi, I've been trying to reach you... But we've never met. We don't know each other. We're just in this cyberspace trying to find our place. Where do we fit in? What do we actually know? Where is the truth? Where are the lies? Within who may we really confide? But alas, the world is crazy... We need to be on here to escape it daily. But it's a joke really because we all lose ourselves somewhere along the way. But somehow we still manage to pick it all up and get away. So ask yourself where your real reality lies before we ascend to the skies.

Yoooo homies, I'm dead tired and have no idea what I just wrote... But I'm sure it still has some sort of meaning behind it.

much love. 

xx. julie

Friends,

In the story of life no one ever promised it to run smoothly, they just said it would run... Not in any specific direction, speed or tolerance; just run. Now, this may come to a sort of concern for the plan-makers, over-achievers and total keeners of the world who always expect everything to be perfect, but if everything were perfect then what would be the purpose behind life; where would we learn to grow from our mistakes, tribal from our fears, move on from what once was and discover ourselves? Friends, as brutal as it may sound life is full of shit and we must learn to accept it and deal with it. 

Now, I know that you are eager to hear a story to follow behind my elaborate and cynical introduction to this entry but the truth is it's just another sappy love story, sorry friends...

Several years ago I made a friend off of FaceBook and we became quite close, we met over a mutual friends status and it was an insta-friendship. After a bit of talking we realized that we both had shockingly similar musical tastes and hence formed our unbreakable music bond. We would just send each other music back and forth and listen to what we each sent and fall in love all over again. Music really does bring people together. We eventually met and drove around aimlessly in Vancouver Stanley Park and got lost numerous times, but that was all part of the journey. 7 months later I moved to Vancouver and we went for a hike and climbed to the top of a mountain where we decided to yell out all of our rage at the top of our lungs to gain back some sanity over life, it was refreshing, I also befriended a caterpillar. Unfortunately, like most things in life, we found our fork in the road and both diverged onto two separate paths in love. It was never bad, just not what was expected to happen to us. Later on in the year we went to my favourite concert and just fell in love with the music, it didn't matter where we were each headed in our lives, we could still share the music together. There was another concert followed by a sorrowful good-bye... And now, I am back home. See, life is never meant to run smoothly, but it still runs. The memories we made together may not have been the ones that we were expecting but they are still extremely memorable and careless and I wouldn't change them for the world.

I hope you can understand and learn to accept how life works. :)

much love

xx. julie

Hi friends, 

I'm getting kind of horrible at this whole blogging thing, hey? Here it goes...

Moving on; we all get set free at some point from whatever it is that is holding us a bit too close for comfort, but we must remember that no matter how far away we are from something or how much we have moved on it is still within us, in our hearts we never forget. With that being said, you can avoid it all you want but no matter how far you run or how much you move forward you will always remember the good times, because there are always some good times :)
When we move on it's relieving, but also carries a nervous of feeling of all the endless possibilities that may come true. We have so much to give and so much life to live. We cannot and must not take anything for granted. Live every moment with a smile and never hold any regrets. Check the bad at the door in search of wanting something more.
Take care my loves. <3

muchlove,

xx. julie

Hi readers,

Been at it so long but recently gone.
Time for a change, now that all of my thoughts have been rearranged :)
Made a playlist; take a listen if you feel so bold!
http://8tracks.com/cabrioletlove/the-endless-summer

xx. julie

Hi a..h.... of the world,
Better on paper, give me a break
And while you're at it why don't you just take
Everything that you need before you leave
Because it's all free in love to receive
But wait oh that's right
You don't like to fight
You're never one to judge
But I've been on the stand and the jury wouldn't even budge
So you took the easy way out
Didn't want to shout
On the street corner
And I left as a mourner
Of the love that we had lost
Even though we always knew there'd be a cost
I didn't want to believe it
But then I realized that the bug bit
And then it died
Along with all you ever lied
Truth comes out
I knew what you were about
Had to hear it from your friends
And you're still trying to make amends
I went out the next night
Almost started a fight
With a bitch I'd never met
I could've taken her I bet
But I took the high road
Because I was always told
Karma is a bitch
One rude thing and bad luck will hitch
Onto your back for life
Can't even kill it with a knife
So I just walked away
And now on this day
I've moved on
All those old feelings are gone
There's a new guy
And all the things we do together are fly
Too much fun
I'm finally able to tan with all my friends in the sun
I work with no regret
All my expectations have been met
I'm going on a trip
You can bet I'm not whipped
I'm feeling strong
It just didn't belong
Vitamin C always said graduation wasn't easy
But I found it was breezy.
Fuck it.
Choke on that rhyme for now.

xx. julie

much love.

Hi,
Vancouver didn't work out.
I love Kelowna.
It's nice to be home.

xx. julie

Hey loves,

I'm oblivious, I'm going insane. I'm lost, I'm confused. I'm in pain. I'm too many things that I just can't explain. But I'm just like everyone else, I'm not alone. We're all trapped in this little broken home. I'm not alone, I'm not alone, I'm never alone. But do you ever just sit and wonder? If everything is the way it's meant to be. Like things could be different? Dazed. We can all make it through our roughest of moments. Alone or together, we can all make it better. I love you, I love you, I love this, I love that, I love everything as a matter of fact. Goodnight little friends. I love music and I love life and I love my family and I love my friends and I love my home and I love you and I love this place and I love when things get hard because that means we're learning and growing and making it somewhere. Take care and never forget to take a look on the bright side. 

Much love, 

xx. julie