Hey loves,

I'm oblivious, I'm going insane. I'm lost, I'm confused. I'm in pain. I'm too many things that I just can't explain. But I'm just like everyone else, I'm not alone. We're all trapped in this little broken home. I'm not alone, I'm not alone, I'm never alone. But do you ever just sit and wonder? If everything is the way it's meant to be. Like things could be different? Dazed. We can all make it through our roughest of moments. Alone or together, we can all make it better. I love you, I love you, I love this, I love that, I love everything as a matter of fact. Goodnight little friends. I love music and I love life and I love my family and I love my friends and I love my home and I love you and I love this place and I love when things get hard because that means we're learning and growing and making it somewhere. Take care and never forget to take a look on the bright side. 

Much love, 

xx. julie

I miss my mom. I miss my dad. I miss my friends. I miss my house. I miss my car. I miss a lot of things. But I threw it all away for something new, thank you.

Hi,
Some days my head is spinning. Some days my thoughts are flying. Some days I think I'm winning. Some days I think I'm lying. Some days I'm happy. Some days I'm sad. Some days I feel overwhelmed. Some days I realize it's not so bad. But there are days when I feel lost, dazed or confused. Like I don't know what's in my life or what's to lose. Maybe I'm just all of the above or maybe just nothing at all. Either way you look at it you're never quite on the ball. So I stop to think, take a second to reflect... Are all of these things really what we expect? What about the nothings and the nowheres. What about the who's and what's? We can't explain how or even why but we know they're something to live by. This is why I don't make sense, but I try. There are only some people who get me. Thank you.
Right now my heart is sore, my feet worn, my head in knots and my eyes wet. Each for a different reason but all just the same. I'd never complain but I would say. I miss you, I work too much, I'm stressed and I think about the past.
Never over-look what you have because once it's gone you may just realize how important it was to you.
much love.
take care.

xx. julie

I found this from a year ago :)

Hello there (in person),

So my mom brought up something ridiculous today and it made me feel very retarded... And then later on today I was texting my friend and she brought up the exact same thing that I had totally forgotten that I had told her... Awkward. Defs an embarrassing moment in my life, hence no posting. These are just some of the stupid things that go through my head during the day... Again, why do I have friends?!

Don't let others judge you.
much love.

xx. julie

Hello keyboard katz,

Cold as granite.
Content as happy.
Those days when things don't go quite as planned but turn out exactly how they were imagined. I guess it's just luck. I like to think it is more than that though. I like to think more... I hope you all like to think more as well. Let's all just stop planning and start living. Stop making sense start making nonsense. Shake things up and live a little. Okay I am done now.
Enjoy.

xx. julie