Are you there God? It's me, Julie...

Eff that. Hi there people. If anyone's out there?

The people upstairs are prancing around like there's an earthquake... Maybe, shut the f*ck up? Sorry. I'm slightly angry at how annoying they can get...
But really, I am all rainbows, puppies and cupcakes! It was a beautiful day :-)

Sorry, I just fell back into oblivion. But really, I always daydream. So, it's weird. Life likes to just throw all these little things your way and it's like whoa, okay, wow, yes, thank you, I love life. Yes, I feel that way. Oh my gosh. I'm so daft sometimes... I don't even know what I'm saying... Is this a normal thing? Why am I acting so strange?!

I remember when I was a little kid and my parents would take me to the toy store and say "Okay, you can pick out one toy."And I would sit in the aisles for hours looking at all the different possibilities. There were so many choices, how was I supposed to pick out just one! But as I got older I knew exactly what I wanted. I began to get more wise. I would look at the flyers and catalogs and circle specific toys that I dreamt of owning some day and when my parents would bring me back to that toy store I would march right over to a specific toy, pick it up and march back over to my parents with such a satisfied smile. But sometimes, those toys weren't exactly what they were made out to be... The pictures made them seem so much better than they really were. In the midst of my planning I was tricked. And it gave me an utter feeling of betrayal... Yes, at a young age I still managed to learn this. I guess what I'm trying to say is that sometimes we think we've found the sure thing and then we realize how far it is from what we really wanted. The best choices we make are the ones where we put the time and effort into finding, I loved those toys the most. Love. Love. Love.


Sweet dreams to all.

xx. julie