I found this from a year ago :)

Hello there (in person),

So my mom brought up something ridiculous today and it made me feel very retarded... And then later on today I was texting my friend and she brought up the exact same thing that I had totally forgotten that I had told her... Awkward. Defs an embarrassing moment in my life, hence no posting. These are just some of the stupid things that go through my head during the day... Again, why do I have friends?!

Don't let others judge you.
much love.

xx. julie

Hello keyboard katz,

Cold as granite.
Content as happy.
Those days when things don't go quite as planned but turn out exactly how they were imagined. I guess it's just luck. I like to think it is more than that though. I like to think more... I hope you all like to think more as well. Let's all just stop planning and start living. Stop making sense start making nonsense. Shake things up and live a little. Okay I am done now.
Enjoy.

xx. julie

Hi friends.

For the best times that we can't remember. 

For those lonely and cold Decembers.

I'll always be right here. 

I'll always be a friend.

When you're down.

When you're upset.

When you're just looking for someone you haven't yet met.

I'll be here.

Right here.

Sometimes, if not all the time, I get quite nostalgic. I remember the fond memories from past years and how all of them helped to bring me here. It was nice to have left on a happy note rather than a sad one. I'm blessed that I had so many amazing people to have an influence my life. My friends were and are always supportive; looking out for me when times get rough, they never gave up no matter how dark of a place I was in. Thank you. My family was there for me in all of my endeavours. They raised me to be aware of my future and taught me how to always manage to get to where I want to be. Through all of the amazing people who have managed to touch my life in any way I have learned the most valuable lesson; what love really is. When I was younger I used to imagine love as an expression toward something that you had extreme fondness over or a relationship but it's really so much more than that... It's an emotion, a feeling, something like non-other out there. Love is having others care, support, work together, smile and so many other wonderful and indescribable things. Now, I truly do understand the quote; "Love makes the world go 'round." I love everything and everyone. I love you.

Take care this foggy evening and just know that someone out there is thinking of you, they or you just may not know it yet. 

Enjoy.

xx. julie