Hi friends, 

I'm getting kind of horrible at this whole blogging thing, hey? Here it goes...

Moving on; we all get set free at some point from whatever it is that is holding us a bit too close for comfort, but we must remember that no matter how far away we are from something or how much we have moved on it is still within us, in our hearts we never forget. With that being said, you can avoid it all you want but no matter how far you run or how much you move forward you will always remember the good times, because there are always some good times :)
When we move on it's relieving, but also carries a nervous of feeling of all the endless possibilities that may come true. We have so much to give and so much life to live. We cannot and must not take anything for granted. Live every moment with a smile and never hold any regrets. Check the bad at the door in search of wanting something more.
Take care my loves. <3

muchlove,

xx. julie

Hi readers,

Been at it so long but recently gone.
Time for a change, now that all of my thoughts have been rearranged :)
Made a playlist; take a listen if you feel so bold!
http://8tracks.com/cabrioletlove/the-endless-summer

xx. julie

Hi a..h.... of the world,
Better on paper, give me a break
And while you're at it why don't you just take
Everything that you need before you leave
Because it's all free in love to receive
But wait oh that's right
You don't like to fight
You're never one to judge
But I've been on the stand and the jury wouldn't even budge
So you took the easy way out
Didn't want to shout
On the street corner
And I left as a mourner
Of the love that we had lost
Even though we always knew there'd be a cost
I didn't want to believe it
But then I realized that the bug bit
And then it died
Along with all you ever lied
Truth comes out
I knew what you were about
Had to hear it from your friends
And you're still trying to make amends
I went out the next night
Almost started a fight
With a bitch I'd never met
I could've taken her I bet
But I took the high road
Because I was always told
Karma is a bitch
One rude thing and bad luck will hitch
Onto your back for life
Can't even kill it with a knife
So I just walked away
And now on this day
I've moved on
All those old feelings are gone
There's a new guy
And all the things we do together are fly
Too much fun
I'm finally able to tan with all my friends in the sun
I work with no regret
All my expectations have been met
I'm going on a trip
You can bet I'm not whipped
I'm feeling strong
It just didn't belong
Vitamin C always said graduation wasn't easy
But I found it was breezy.
Fuck it.
Choke on that rhyme for now.

xx. julie

much love.

Hi,
Vancouver didn't work out.
I love Kelowna.
It's nice to be home.

xx. julie

Hey loves,

I'm oblivious, I'm going insane. I'm lost, I'm confused. I'm in pain. I'm too many things that I just can't explain. But I'm just like everyone else, I'm not alone. We're all trapped in this little broken home. I'm not alone, I'm not alone, I'm never alone. But do you ever just sit and wonder? If everything is the way it's meant to be. Like things could be different? Dazed. We can all make it through our roughest of moments. Alone or together, we can all make it better. I love you, I love you, I love this, I love that, I love everything as a matter of fact. Goodnight little friends. I love music and I love life and I love my family and I love my friends and I love my home and I love you and I love this place and I love when things get hard because that means we're learning and growing and making it somewhere. Take care and never forget to take a look on the bright side. 

Much love, 

xx. julie

I miss my mom. I miss my dad. I miss my friends. I miss my house. I miss my car. I miss a lot of things. But I threw it all away for something new, thank you.

Hi,
Some days my head is spinning. Some days my thoughts are flying. Some days I think I'm winning. Some days I think I'm lying. Some days I'm happy. Some days I'm sad. Some days I feel overwhelmed. Some days I realize it's not so bad. But there are days when I feel lost, dazed or confused. Like I don't know what's in my life or what's to lose. Maybe I'm just all of the above or maybe just nothing at all. Either way you look at it you're never quite on the ball. So I stop to think, take a second to reflect... Are all of these things really what we expect? What about the nothings and the nowheres. What about the who's and what's? We can't explain how or even why but we know they're something to live by. This is why I don't make sense, but I try. There are only some people who get me. Thank you.
Right now my heart is sore, my feet worn, my head in knots and my eyes wet. Each for a different reason but all just the same. I'd never complain but I would say. I miss you, I work too much, I'm stressed and I think about the past.
Never over-look what you have because once it's gone you may just realize how important it was to you.
much love.
take care.

xx. julie