I miss my mom. I miss my dad. I miss my friends. I miss my house. I miss my car. I miss a lot of things. But I threw it all away for something new, thank you.

Hi,
Some days my head is spinning. Some days my thoughts are flying. Some days I think I'm winning. Some days I think I'm lying. Some days I'm happy. Some days I'm sad. Some days I feel overwhelmed. Some days I realize it's not so bad. But there are days when I feel lost, dazed or confused. Like I don't know what's in my life or what's to lose. Maybe I'm just all of the above or maybe just nothing at all. Either way you look at it you're never quite on the ball. So I stop to think, take a second to reflect... Are all of these things really what we expect? What about the nothings and the nowheres. What about the who's and what's? We can't explain how or even why but we know they're something to live by. This is why I don't make sense, but I try. There are only some people who get me. Thank you.
Right now my heart is sore, my feet worn, my head in knots and my eyes wet. Each for a different reason but all just the same. I'd never complain but I would say. I miss you, I work too much, I'm stressed and I think about the past.
Never over-look what you have because once it's gone you may just realize how important it was to you.
much love.
take care.

xx. julie